My Sexual Awakening: Introduction

As my spiritual awakening began, I experienced many amazing energies and connections. I found myself in communication with angels, ascended masters, and other energies I couldn’t yet identify. It was both scary and wonderous, beautiful and magical.

Along the way, I also met a lover. The Lover energy met me where I was and allowed me to experience pleasure in a way that I hadn’t in many years. It was scary at first, but the energy felt so good I felt only love.

For months I experienced The Lover energy before I acknowledged it in my journal. It was almost unbelievably beautiful. But in time, I came to a place where I could write about it my journal and welcome into my spiritual awakening experience.

It was soon after that I realized that I was experiencing a sexual awakening within my spiritual awakening. I had no idea what to expect. I hadn’t been touched in a long time and even my own sexual practices had become mechanical and lacking in emotion. My imagination could not yet comprehend what my awakening process would bring into my life.

Fast forward to now, it is time to write about my sexual awakening. After years of the process working in, around, and through me, it is time to write a blog series about it.

It is time to acknowledge sexual awakenings publicly. It is time to talk to acknowledge that this happened for me, and it is likely happening to others as well. I can’t be the only one experiencing a sexual awakening. I know I’m not.

For almost four years I have written about my spiritual awakening and, for a time, breast cancer. I have written about how to find our soul’s purposes. Next up, I get to write about the one area of my spiritual awakening that I have kept to myself. My sexual awakening.

To be frank, I’m not sure how this is going to go. Talking about sexual topics is something I have never done in my personal life let alone in this blog. I’m relying on my intuition and Spirit Team to guide me through this process. I know I will be well-loved, supported, protected, and guided through it.

If you are uncomfortable with sexual topics and don’t want to participate, I completely understand. I was with you at one point. I wish you well on your journey and invite you back should you evolve and become more ready for sexual topics.

This new Sexual Awakening Series is for everyone who is experiencing one, or who wants to experience one. It is for everyone trying to heal their wounds around their sexual life. And for those who are curious what a sexual awakening within a spiritual awakening looks and feels like.

As far as the language is concerned, I am not interested in writing sexual content for pornographic reasons. My goal is to write about my sexual experiences as they relate to my spiritual awakening process. My language will be more spiritual than sexual, because that is how I feel about it.

The next post on this blog will be part one of the series. We’ll start at the beginning and wind our way through the labyrinth of my sexual awakening. I don’t yet know where it will go or where it will end, but we’ll get there when we get there. I trust my soul, our path, and our purpose.

The image in this post was made in Canva.

I’m grateful you’re here. I love you.

Be well, beautiful soul,

Nikki