Growth is Happening. Change is Happening.

This week I wrote several blog posts. They all held meaning in the moment. One was about new energies and renewed focus. Another was about how I’m living as an American, and as a sensitive person in the current social and political environment.

I would write for a while and then step away to gain clarity or creative flow. Each time I stepped away, I lost my train of thought. With each draft, I lost interest. My creativity was bouncing from topic to topic, and I was going with it. Until I realized that I wasn’t going to have a post to publish.

Then I realized that I needed to gently investigate what was preventing me from finishing a post. It didn’t take long for me to discover that I couldn’t finish a post because I’m growing and changing so very quickly.

I am in a phase of intense growth and moving deeper into the new era that I keep writing about. The speed at which I’m evolving makes it a challenge to stay on topic for longer than a day. Which makes it a challenge to connect with my writing.

Another thing that makes it challenging to connect with my creativity, is the current social and political environment. America seems to be changing as quickly as I am. Rugs are being pulled out from under Americans daily. The result is profound instability and all the emotions that come with it.

I refuse to get pulled down by it. Every moment of my life is being aligned mindfully. My energy is precious, my attention is precious. What I do, when I do it, and how I do it are intentional.

At each choice point throughout my day, I ask myself questions. Does this serve my goals? Is this what I need to be doing at this moment? Does this serve my spiritual, emotional, or material needs? Then, if it doesn’t serve a purpose in my life, I walk away. It’s a practice that is serving me well.

Just as my thoughts and actions are intentional, so are my spiritual practices. I connect with my spirit team often. Not only when I feel the need to, but also as an alternative to anything pulling my vibration down. My spiritual foundation is carrying me through.

Once again, my spiritual path has led me to isolation. I am in my chrysalis, evolving in protection. Part of me keeps trying to escape and get out, but the message is clear, I am where I am meant to be in this moment. I express my faith and trust in the process by surrendering to it.

Growth is happening. Change is happening. For both me and for my country. In the short term it feels painful. But in the fullness of time, I know that things will be what they are meant to be.

For now, I will continue to do what I can for the common good. I will continue to put my light into the world. I will continue to see humans and souls having a human experience. And I will continue to love.

I’m grateful you’re here. I love you.

Be well, beautiful soul,

Nikki