A Letter to My Spirit Team

Dear Spirit Team,

This current phase, it feels like when my spiritual awakening first started. I hated my life and wanted to change it but had no idea what to do. I had no vision for my life, and it was terrifying.

It feels like that again. Wanting change and not being able to see the path forward to create the life that I want, is crushing. It terrifies me to have all this energy within me, and not know what to do with it.

I have done years of inner work. I have healed my deepest wounds. I have cultivated and mindset of love, wisdom, and abundance. I have had the most amazing spiritual experiences. I have a clear vision of what my life will become. And yet, I have no idea how to manifest that life into existence.

So, I’m just going to say it straight, Spirit team, where do we belong? Where do we fit in as a highly sensitive, highly intuitive, spiritual, introvert? In this world full of energy, where does someone this sensitive fit in?

How do we make a living? How do we receive financial abundance that allows us to live in the material world on our terms and with our sensitivities intact? How do we co-create the life that aligns with our goals, the goals we co-created, spirit team?

Where are my people? Where are the people that vibrate a similar frequency? Where are the people who are here to love me and be loved by me? How do I connect with them?

Spirit team, I know you know what my goals are. Angels often send me synchronicities that confirm your love, support, protection, and guidance. I know that I have everything I need to create the life I want. But how do I get from here to that life that we have imagined and designed together? What is my next right step towards our goals?

Spirit team, thank you for guiding me to write this, because I’m pretty sure releasing this energy is the next right step. Thank you for holding me through my pain. Thank you for loving me through my healing. Thank you for co-creating this life, this wisdom, within me. Thank you for guiding me towards increased love, wisdom, and abundance.

We are grateful for our connection with ourselves, body, mind, heart, and soul. We are grateful for our connection with our spirit team. We are grateful for this beautiful, magical, abundant, spiritual life.

We release past and present anger and frustration. We release the past energies of pushing our life forward. We release the energies, people, places, and things that are no longer aligned with us. We release what is no longer serving a purpose. We release what is ready to be released whether we are aware of it or not.

We affirm our faith and trust in ourselves body, mind, heart, and soul. We affirm our faith in our Divine life path and purpose. We affirm our faith and trust in Divine and perfect timing. We are grateful.

The image in this post is mine, and so is the emotional process.

I’m grateful you’re here. I love you.

Be well, beautiful soul,

Nikki