Looking Back to See How Far I’ve Come.
At the end of the year there are many lookbacks and reviews of what happened. What influenced us and what we experienced, what we shared and how we grew, can help us see our way forward. It allows us to see how far we’ve come and what we’ve accomplished.
Those are the only reasons I look back, because to be honest, I prefer to move forward.
My first post blog post in January 2024 was about a mediumship experience that I had with my father. Mediumship has helped me heal my relationships with my family and with myself. It is a gift that keeps giving.
In February, I continued healing with my mother and other family members in spirit. Spirit also sent me soul family to aid my path and healing. I spent time with my soul family and facilitated a connection with their family in spirit. It was all very healing until I was guided in another direction.
By March, the material world screamed at me for attention, and I was guided to ask my readers for donations. It was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. Through it I learned that I have been toxically independent at times. And I learned to ask for help.
The following week I experienced my first ego death of the year. I went down in flames and was rebirthed again. The symbol of the phoenix has been with me for my entire awakening process. I have burned out and rebirthed many times. March was a time of rebirth.
April changed everything. I experienced what I call “The Remembering”. I was pulled into, and attuned to, the soul realm. I stepped back and allowed my soul to lead us during our time in the soul realm. The veil was removed, and we remembered the meaning of life, love. It was a beautiful experience. For most of April, my soul and I developed our relationship.
May was a mixed bag of soul connection, healing through mediumship, and energy releasing. And with all that was happening, the month ended with burnout. Spiritual, emotional, and physical burnout.
After resting and recovering, June began with lessons in emotional intelligence. Spirit was guiding me through challenging emotions and helping me navigate and communicate the energies that I was experiencing. I still use that wisdom as the energies come up for me now.
Also in June, I received awareness that I was timeline jumping. After a visit to the hospital with a friend and experiencing mediumship in the emergency room, I was shown how much I’ve grown in my life and spirituality. And then, we were quantum jumping. My spiritual awakening was moving fast as we moved through timelines.
By July we were quantum jumping almost every day. Multiple quantum leaps, jumps, shifts, were happening frequently for me. By the end of the month, I had gained perspective as I looked back at my healing and growth.
The quantum leaps, jumps, and shifts continued into August. And with them they brought new gifts and awareness. I began experiencing divination in a new way. Spirit began sending me messages in a picture of river stones. Awareness then came that the quantum jumps were a process cherry picking the best of the best energies from the timelines.
In an effort to balance my new life, September began with doing nothing. Because sometimes doing nothing is the next right step. And I got to experience moving house for the first time since my awakening process began. It was a valuable experience that showed me how far I’ve come.
October brought what I now see as the end of an era and a beginning of a new one. I lashed out at my spirit team. I wanted change but couldn’t see the path forward. I was angry that after my efforts, the years of awakening, healing, growth, had not yet resulted in the life I wanted. I felt all the new and old emotions. I then I released it all.
The release inspired great change which included an apology from spirit and other extraordinary events. I was shown a path forward. I was provided with what I needed and wanted. And another writing project began.
It was in October that I began writing about my sexual awakening. As a private and modest person, this purpose was far outside my comfort zone. But I wouldn’t change it for anything. I learned so much about myself writing the series, and it was fulfilment of one of my soul’s purposes.
My Sexual Awakening series continued into November as I was coping with the outcome of the election. I was grateful to have a writing project to focus on. It also provided cover for the rapid growth and expansion that was happening behind the scenes in my awakening process.
In December I completed the sexual awakening series and then revealed all that had happened. Ascensions, quantum shifts, karma clearing, ego death, chakra expansions, and another new era began. It was a busy month for closing cycles and all the healing and growth that occurs.
And here we are at the end of 2024. I didn’t want to write this post, but my soul said otherwise. And I’m glad I followed my intuitive guidance because she was right. In as much as I like to move forward, it has been important for me to bring awareness to how far I’ve come.
By reviewing the past year, I realized that I have experienced more on my spiritual awakening journey this year than in the previous four years combined. I’ve evolved and grown in ways that almost no one can see. All my changes are internal, body, mind, heart, and soul. The result is love, wisdom, abundance, and inner peace.
When I look back, I see that 2024 was the end and beginning of many cycles. Karmic cycles have ended. Eras have ended. And with endings we get new beginnings. New karmic cycles. New eras.
I’m grateful you’re here. I love you.
Be well, beautiful soul,
Nikki